Grandpa... I love u....

2day,18-7-2011... kind a sad day, wake up in the morning received call from my papa... at 1st i was guessing y my papa talk to me wit a sad tone... he asking me eat dy or not... hows my study... he still smile n tell me... study hard ya... den after quite for 3 sec... papa tell me that Grandpa jst past away dis mrng.. i was shock n very speechless... papa say no ned to go b... he ask me to study well... den my sis talk to me.. crying... makes me wan to cry too... i tell her not to cry... must spprt papa... Grandpa... I love u... im sry that i cannot go b and send u "go".... i will owez pray 4 u... pls bless our family... although we r seldom together... but i can feel ur love, ur caring... ur smile.. ur laugh still in my mind... u r the best grandpa that i have ever know... i wish i can spend more time wit u... i wish i can hear u heart "words".. i wish i can feel wat u feel when u r alone... im sry grandpa... even when u sick i din go to visit u... im really sry... i love u grandpa... i love u.... Grandpa... take a good long rest ya... still... i mis u grandpa... i really mis u... rest in peace grandpa... i love u....

My Daddy ^^

Daddy Daddy Daddy n Daddy...
How great your love is...
I am so grateful to be your son..
I am nothing without you...
I won't see this world without you..
I won't be a good guy without your cares...
I won't get a better education without you...
I won't be responsible man without your guide...

Daddy Daddy Daddy n Daddy..
How great your sacrifice is...
You will always prepare a great food for me..
You will always prepare a good place to stay for me..
You will never show your worried to us..
You always go thru the hard situation yourself..
At work, no mater how hot or rainy day,you still worked hard...
When you are tired, you will think about what will we eat tonight...
You will think about my book, school fee, and everything that need to pay...
You will continue work no matter how tired you are..
Every sweat that drop from you is my debt...
I promise i will repay it, Daddy...

Daddy Daddy Daddy n Daddy..
I have seen your worried this few days...
Only God will know how big your sacrifice and love are..
Sometimes, tears almost drop from my eyes..
I am so regret did not listen to you when I was teenage..
I have wasted your money, i have make you worried..
I have make you cry, I make you disappointed again and again..
I don't know how much tears drop from your eyes just because of stubborn me..
I don't know how much shame that you gonna listen from outsiders...
I don't know and I won't know, only God know..
I am so sorry Daddy... Im so sorry...
I promise won't let you cry and disappointed again...
I promise the next tears that drop from your eyes because of me, it will be very meaningful for you..
I will bring back scroll for you.. I will wear a hat and holding my scroll...
I promise Daddy, with God bless and will...

Daddy Daddy Daddy n Daddy...
When I buy wafer that you always buy for us...
Im so touch, in my heart think, other child can delicious wafer..
But you only effort to buy the cheaper wafer... I know how sad you are that time..
And you buy for us, oh Daddy... so great you are...
I know you always want give us the best..
But life is so envy to see our family us perfect...
But still, I am so happy we still 1 big happy family until now..
All because of God Love n Blessing.. Thanks God..

Daddy Daddy Daddy n Daddy..
I have so much thing want to tell you...
But I have to stop here, i need take a snap while...
Daddy, I am so miss the moment when I was a child..
You always hug and play with me...
You always back from work with toy for me...
I miss that moment Daddy...
I wish I could be child forever, and I won't hurt you..
Thank you Daddy... Thank you... I Love you Daddy...

Daddy Daddy Daddy n Daddy...
Once again Daddy, thank you very much...
I will remember all your word that you have told me...

I have 1 pantun for you Dad. (Malay Version)

Dua tiga ayam berlari,
Mana nak sama si kuda belang,
Harta benda boleh ku cari,
Manakan sama Papa ku seorang.

Pergi ke pasar membeli ikan bilis,
Nak di masak sambal belacan,
Terima Kasih buat Papa,
Kasih mu tercurah bagaikan sungai mengalir.

1 Malasia mula diperkenalkan,
Katanya untuk menyatukan rakyat,
Hati Papa bak kereta kebal,
Nak di gempur pantang luka.

Lagu Namewee hebat di katakan,
Hebat lagi lagu Siti Nurhaliza,
Kasih Papa sukar dihitung,
Kasih di curah tanpa penat lelah.

Kisah pejuang tanah air dikenang,
Kisah tokoh2 hebat di sanajung,
Namun kisah tentang Papaku,
Bermahkotah di hatiku selamanya.

Air dicincagn takkan putus,
Tapi air tak sama dengan kasih Papaku,
Walapun di musim kemarau,
Kasih Papaku tetap mengalir.

Sang lebai dah angkat kaki,
Sang harimau dah kenyang,
Tiba masa tuk ku mengundur diri,
Terima kasih Papa, Kita bertemu lagi pada Tahun yang baru, tahun depan.

Exam!!

to all my blog fans...(i know i dun hav any fans)... lol... it is xm time now... so will update my blog after xm fnish... be patient ya... later grandpa cont grandpa luv story... to my special dear dear ah chai... n all my mates... gambateh in xm... jyjy....v stand n fight 2gther... dun worried,be apy(witch doc words)... ^^v

CoNt...

im bak again.... ^^.. cont prev story... after dat day... saturday nite... my housemate ajak us go The Bed(sabah clubing place)....  n she say yes... wakakakak...(apy)... i drive my Xiao Hong to fetch her... dat time so nervus... 1st time date wit her.... hihihihi... go her house taman,so big,gt security lagi... mine de dun hav... kinda rich oo... tambah malu lagi... kekeke... den call her,ask which is her house... wah... Punya la basar.... hm hm... manyak keleta lagi... hehehe... den she naik my car.... dup dap,dip dup,dop dop... i can feel my heart pumping... kinda scary jor... i try talk with her... hehehe... shy shy lagi... v oni talk less in car.... i fetch her den go find my housemate,den v go the bed 2gther.... hm hm... kinda loud n dark... cant c her face,she oso not facing me,she beside me n watch the girl sing n dance.... while my fren minum montoku(sabah liquor).. haha.. oni drink tiger bha... cuz no bayau,kalau ada bayau,black label trus.... den andy muntah2 lagi... kekeke...v oni go 4 omos 2 hours oni... den v go 4 movie.... oni 2 of us... apy bah,o ya,at the bed,me n her 1st time take pictuer... the first pict... apy bha.. after movie... i send her b... dat nite.. puas ati la.... apy... but less talk wit her... den sunday... my couple fren,n andy plan go to wisma sabah,den i ajak her.. fuhyooo... punya la high clas dat place... 4 star la... most fun is,gt 1 floor of the building will move... means berpusing2 la... syok bha.... me n my fren apa lagi.... wat chair oso go sit(andy la tuu)... kinda high class... full of orang putih.... v enjoy our drink... about her le,she bz wit fon,den i bz wit fren... so dat time... v oni less talk.... hehehe... den my fren say wan go b... den they ask me pay,to show macho... funny,i dun have enuf money... den brow lagi from my fren.. Om ming... hahaha.... den i pay... huh... high class... kinda expensive too... pheww... glad to leave dat building.....  den v go center point(kk shoping center)... go crowbal buy ticket 4 movie... i remember dat time i was wearing jacket... but funny is,i din feel hot pulak... maybe too nervus wit her..... den v enjoy our movie.... hehe... senyap2 bha....kalau wit my fren ming or andy... huru hara... hm.... all is casual la... 1st time bha.... noe2 la... after dat... when 4 24 hours KFC... hehehe... sngaja go der... cuz wan chat wit her... if direct go b home... will mis her pulak.. bter go kfc chat dulu... she eat burger n me eat wages...but... but... the time v sit untill v leave... i think v all talk fews words... tidak berani chat bha.... hahaha.. still shy lagi... more funny is,i din fnish my wages... kalau wit fren,order 5 pun bole habis... hahaha... n she oso din fnish her burger... kinda waste pulak... pity dat food... mahal lagi tuu.. KFC... my favor~~~~.. den v go b home... i send her... hm.. sedih2 la ckit... cuz she b ady... dat nite v msg lagi.. den i come out wit plan lagi... because still left 4 days b4 she letf Sabah to KL... study,Ktar... if i not wrong is on wednesday,i ajak her go upperstar.... to be cont~~~

My WiF3... ^^

hm hm... how to start it?? 1st... im so apy when 1st time meet her... its like the world is so beautiful.. everything wat i do oso remind bout her... dats love... hahaha... im in love with her... 2008 oct... is the 1st time i going with her... OMG.. so nervous.... luckly gt another couple oso stick wit us(my bestfren n his gf)... v wen 4 a walk... round2 kk.... n the last eat kfc at wisma merdeka... hahaha.... kena belanja by her... feel so apy... but malu.. gt student price lagi... kekeke... so sweet.. dat time... im so shy,makan oso pelan2... if at home.... 5 min abis... dat time... omos 20 mins to finish my meal... biasa la... kekekeke... than v go 4 walk lagi.... hu la la.... so apy dat time.... but dat time v havent couple yet... so when jalan2,mcm besa.... no holding hands.. kekeke... if i can hold her hand dat time... sure im the apiest man in the world that time... HAHAHAHA!!! at the evening... v b home... i bring her 2 my home 4 while,take my car... i wan send her home.. act my fren can send her de... but,i ned take some time wit her... so apy wit her... take my car,den send her b home... huh... dat time... i feel the time is going too fast... feel like oni few sec wit her... hm hm... after i send her b... feel so apy.. but little sad... cuz wan spent more time wit her... Hahaha... so sweet.... n than i cont to plan some plan 2 go out wit her.... hehehe... <to be continue>

Hih!ii!ii....

i just enter into blogging world..... hhahahaha.... welcome to derek..... ^^